Hello. I know you’re out there reading this somewhere. Life has been weird? I don’t know if that’s the right way to explain it. One crush turned into something like a big brother and another turned into a good friend that I can talk to despite what everyone else thinks of him. I’ve decided I don’t care what everyone else thinks. If people want to start rumors they can. I don’t care anymore. I like hanging out with my friends and having meaningful conversations that I don’t have to repeat every two minutes. Don’t get me wrong I do love all of my friends. There is such thing as too much of one person. Everyone else loves him and not the other one so I settle for hanging out with one while the other hangs out with the rest of the family. If you guys are reading this please know I love you both and pray that one day we can all hang out like the adults we are and forgive each other for all the crap that happened in the past. Drop your stupid grudges and forgive him already. People change. I can see that why can’t you guys see that? I love you all. This is getting stupid so I’m leaving you with this: one day you’ll realize how stupid this all was and know I was right. I won’t say I told you so because I won’t have to. I love you no matter how stupid you are.